MY FAVORITE JACKET...
Stella McCartney for GapKids

one word: its awesome
making me want to have a baby...

i love this marching band jacket so much

you know what, i always love kids, in my future i want to have like 4 kids in my home, what a wonderful life... I love all my nieces and nephew, just seeing kid's eyes that will bring you another light of hope.
I think what Stella did is really awesome, my dream life, i love fashion as much as i love kids
A Succesfull Designer, and now she designed for kids...

Watch the full size slideshow on modelinia.com







My Favourite web to watch, seeing all the models effortlessly look so sexy and stylist. I love their editorial. But after all, i want to add something on that editorial that is 'a must have item' for that sexy look, the fierce look, that is "Slim and skinny body" --- me?! in progress to afford that :)
I just had gained 3 lbs since the last month, bare lettuce salad on supper and once in 2 days body combat help it :)

Tell Me what is the similarity of all of these photos??


"State of Emergency"














"Make Love Not War"

"Madonna on Louis Vuitton"






the answer is the one behind the camera





I Love this photographer so much,
His works, for me is brilliant. I know some of what he did is a bit vulgar, but I see it in the different way, he explore the human and the emotion uniquely, then he brought it to the picture in a Brillliant way!!

Its a fact that if you're photographed by Steven Meisel, you are going to be B-I-G (Style,2009)

Okay, I see, From Prada to Louis Vuitton, Versace to Mulberry... His works is briliant. He brings out the model to be big, even Coco Rocha owe her career to him.

And I'm here wondering



Why you always said that
If its Just Love, Is not Enough babe..

and never be enough...

So,What can make you enough babe?

Only You, is more than enough for me
wish that I am more than enough for you
because I am, more than love you

p.s.
I'm here, and Missing you



me for Handy

The Issue Is



From the street...

i guess you are familiar with this pics... the adv is on all coffee bean stores
Sir Beckham..

To the Runway...

Dsquared Fall 2009




Did Anyone can tell me what so wrong being caffeinated?

Its like a morning soul for me, i admit after 3 days i was trying to get off from iced coffee. I realized, Im more than addicted to it.
I could take any iced coffee. But there's always be favourite one, Java Chip Starbucks.

Forever 21

closer look...

the favourite one...

and feathers

they use flanel inside



Lalalala..
After heading back from dinner with the relatives

Found the t shirt at Jakarta
Elvis the greatest

T shirt: somewhere at Jakarta- Jeans: Miss SIxty- Watches: Guess- Bracelet: Hongkong - Belt :Guess- Heels: Charles and Keith

Gonna be launched on November 14th

only on selected stores
its sad that H&M haven't entered South East Asia. Not in Singapore nor Indonesia... I tell you, H&M people, this is Huge market,dude. Look at your sisters, Zara, Mango, always be in a crowd.
I Envy anyone on Europe And US.

I adore Jimmy Choo's all the time,the design always crush my heart, also the price :(
But on This collaboration with H&M, The price is a bit affordable :)
as On Harper's Bazaar Tamara Mellon as President and Founder of Jimmy Choo said That "we want to give people the DNA of Jimmy's". Seems like global recession bring the luxe fashion more affordable to everyone.





Enjoy More Collections On H&M Official Website, It on Flash, Sorry I couldn't put that here.

After Viewing from all the collection, My Heart goes on this two shoes, they're crushed me the most.
My favourite pick are The Black heels - i think its so glamourous for any parties and The Studded Zebra - I think its seems so playful goes with white dress, or black dress.
Luckily found this pic on teenvogue, what a coincidence, they pic the same things with mine.








Source: H&M, Harper's Bazaar, Teenvogue

She had trouble with herself not knowing what to do about her thesis, even she doesn't have any courage to finish it. blehh!! She keep dreaming and dreaming never do some real action.I 've told her, world need to see the action, the result. No one could ever see the big idea inside your bed head, this is a reality, everything good should be on real world.

She's lazy and so stupid. Thinking anything that doesn't important to think of.I bet she's going crazy in a week if she still stays like this and never do some breakthroughs to her life. She is nuts. I can't take her anymore im tired of her. You could see how much I am tired with her. Look what she's done, it should be the quality time with the paper, journal and books. You See... She is a nutcase

she and the laptop,
which just use for the blog and blog, it should be for thesis,
I've told her that she is a nutcase.

You never go wrong with it

My choice #1

Roger Vivier

Boots veau velours et cuir vernis
Velvet calf leather boots
Brought by Bruno Frisoni
For Roger Vivier Fall/ winter 2009 -2010

€ 1100


#2
Yves Saint Laurent

Court Shoes
Elastic Suede Brought by Stefano Pilati
So Parisian Style

€ 650


#3
Balmain


Black Leather Boots Multistraps
This Season you never see Balmain absent from any editorial
The studded, glitter, swarovski and the black is on.

brought by Giuseppe Zanotti For Balmain Fall/winter 2009 -2010

€890

Source: Colette.fr ; Harper's Bazaar

Today im enjoying at rogervivier.com --- Very experiencing Website. Awesome !!

Light Pastel Colors & Thick Structure of Draping

The 'It Girl' Tao Okamoto
What Cute Haircut

My favourite Lily Donaldson

Nobody ever resists the beauty of draping in every dress. Indeed, thats the best part of designing that every fashion designer want to be a master on it. I love draping so much, I adore it, i think it reflects the deep detailing but in the same time it also express the freedom and flexibility of the material itself.

And The Pastel color, does any woman ever deny the pastel color? this thing always brings you to a profile of a good girl indeed, a rich good girl.

Realistically, Pastel and draping, Its brilliant !! such a mixture of calm, sweet, detail and the flexibility.





source: Style.com

Another transformations of my hair style
Still worked by the same hand, My favourite hairdresser :)
Mr Daniel Tengker at David Salon Surabaya

before- after

Its been almost two years i always get my hair cut by Daniel, I love his style, and the way he did for his customer well. He was quite shocked when first i gave him some pics of this kinda look. And he asked 'really?' 'berani ya?? Okay im gonna do sumthing better with that look, in detail,just believe me... 'yay..And as i guess before, he was very excited to get the hair done. You know, All good hair dresser in the world will always love to cut more extreme style than the classic style. So he did.. And Finally, his daddy, Mr David said to Daniel " if you had 10 customers who wants to be cut with the style like that, you'll be very famous Dan, good job Dan" . And Daniel just Said" yeah off course, i wish" he also said that " So lucky having you as my customers :), too pity all the girls who came here just want to cut their hair with the long style, im pretty boring" haha, i was shocked he was so honest like that. Yay finally i can said that all satisfied- like always, the hairdresser, the customer, and also the master...

I enjoy my new haircut so much :) Then At Night i was heading out for movie "Orphan" with all the friends. Happy to hear their positive comments. Until Hansen Asked me What i was thinking doing things like this? Uhm at that time i just answered... yeah, i was just thinking nothing.
So this is the result...
There's 2 reasons actually,the first is for healthy, i want my hair healthier, because of the dandruff also the hair fall -> hair rebonder screwed it, i was quite sick of it. I'd prefer to see my hair move naturally instead of the sleek smooth hair. The second, I was thinking, i want to be a bit edgy, and more fashionable, express my character. And Voila!!!

Before Headed out to watch movie "Orphan" -- This movie is damn bad :(
Anyway,Happy Halloween Everyone !!

Something that every woman can't resist

A Blue Box of Tiffany

Key to the Heart

Tiffany Trefoil Key

Tiffany Quatrefoil
my Favourite one...

Tiffany Oval Key

When Love Knock You down, just get back up...

Especially when it already brings the key

I miss her badly, it always happened, everytime she was coming home, and then back to LA. For many sequence time, I will miss her alot, I just feel bad..

Adjusting life without her around me is so hard

just popping out from my thoughts ***As seen on my twitter,

Lalaland,

where's my precious,

I'm unconscious but also curious ,

yeah you are promiscuous, vicious...

but oh so delicious..

Big Applause to the Police Department of Republic of Indonesia, finally , Noordin M.Top the number one terrorist in Indonesia whom the man behind the Ritz Carlton and JW Marriot bombing,( and also Bali Bomb 1st and 2nd, the Australia Embassy bomb) has been shot at a place near Solo city, Central Java on September 16th 2009. Police department has been proved and make sure that the dead body was the real Noordin M.Top whom has been searched by Police Department Republic of Indonesia for all these 7 years, from The DNA and finger prints tests.

Such a great job has been done by Indonesia Police, and from the Metro TV news, the United States spokes person also gave some speech about what Indonesian Police has been done, he said that's a big achievement but that wasn't the end of the road. My coment: What about the US' achivement about the terrorist things anyway?

What big Thing about the death of the Noordin M Top is, The better economy movement to Indonesia, as Kontan review, The death of that terrorist decreasing the level of Indonesia's Risks, also there's also an increasing of the Indonesia's credit standard, Moody's Investor Service released new level credit standard of Indonesia on level Ba2. Beside that, The death of the Noording M.Top give such a significant positive effect on Indonesia's economy, on exchange rate on US Dollar, the rate become 9580 IDR per USD, such a significan empowerment ,right?!, so this gonna made Indonesia' liabilities decreasing.

And futhermore, this event will also increase the level confidence of the investors and tourists, to put their money and visit Indonesia.

Im not trying to be idealist, but this is the country that I was born and live in.
Indonesia for a better future, God Save Indonesia.

Lately I often fell dizzy, long time sore throat, Im just feel unwell plus the misery of the gastric thing. I don't know why this happened to me. I confuse what drug should i take, do i have to take the Panadol or Milanta or Panadol cold and flu or the cough medicine, which one.. or maybe i'm gonna take all of that sequencely.

Now I know where I stand right now.
No matter what they said about how jerk you are,
no matter how mean things that you did to me,
i couldn't hate you, I've been trying.But i couldn't.
I kept asking to myself and thinking what i actually want from you
even more it's all just made me more realize that i do truly in love with you.
For better for worse,
if this gonna be my faith,
for you, i will

but for right now, i gotta do what i gotta do.
I'm single,
I'm not yours, and you are not mine.


Me 4 Handy

One Souvenir that i've got from my trip

Brand new Gigantic Landmark at Singapore
One Word, Fascinating !!!


ION Orchard

This is the newest mall in town, the biggest in Orchard Road. The Shape is like an outerspace craft. It shiny, and massive. We can See the detail of the mirror, there's a LED screen inside, like TV inside the mirror. The specific of this mall, there are many luxurious stores, as also said in Bazaar, Louis Vuitton ION Orchard is the biggest store in Southeast Asia. And I've made this sure, the boutique was very wide and it's bigger than at Takashimaya's, Giorgio Armani Setting up the his special boutique, " with a grand duplex opening at the ION Orchard..."- Bazaar's, Cartier boutique will also play in the front row. Not Only The outside player but also The Boutiques inside are also fascinating, Valentino, Bottega, DvF, Burberry, etc. Every adoring brand are there...A Complete Luxury shopping.

And Also, if you have a chance to visit there, just try to look the Toilet,at the top of the building, that would make you say Woww..
Sorry That i couldnt take the picture of that, because there were a guard there, too ashamed to take a pic, ** and frightened too.














A must visit Landmark At Singapore :)

Saat ku pejamkan kedua mataku
Dan kubayangkan
Di sampingmu
Kurasakan slalu
Hangatnya pelukmu Itu

Dan ku genggam lembut
kedua tanganmu
Seakan takut kehilanganmu
Kuingin selalu hatimu untukku


Tak ada yang bisa menggantikan dirimu
Tak ada yang bisa membuat diriku
Jauh darimu...


-Andra and the backbone


me 4 Handy

I'm back from a long way trip for these 2 weeks
Surabaya-singapore-semarang-jakarta- surabaya
"gonna back with the report of this trip, and the next trip, on thursday... ohh another Jakarta visit.. missing somebody there again
yeah these trips drove me crazy, in a good way :)

so i got a homework from Diana Ang
Six Thing That Make me happy,
*im wondering

1. Coffee, im addicted to it, a day without a cup of ice coffee, its like starting a day without brushing teeth. I'm going nuts without it, even just one sip... it will change the whole day mood.

2.Bazaar magazine or Style or celebrity magazine, People, Us, they're best friend ever

3.Mars chocolate... ahh it just taste soo good. feels like heaven if you eat after the meal, just like the closing dessert. I know its hig calori, but worth it.

4.Travelling aroung the world(with lot of money to spent, hahaha)-- its a wish, but just thinking bout it, it does make me happy...

5.The Hills Series, y'all have known how much i love this series, thousand times replayed?? never enough

6. same with Diana's answer. one thing that make me happy is working and earning lot of money to cover the previous 5 things above... i guess most budget to spend is on the 'travelling'...



soo im gonna pass this to anyone who have time to working on this... Sure, working on this quiz simply makes you happy too...
thanks di...

Have you ever wonder why she is called COCO CHANEL, even her original name was Gabrielle Chanel.. How Come ?

I found the simple answer from the movie COCO CHANEL - Shirley McLaine

I think its a must for anyone who call herself as a fashionista.

She conquered with style

Tonight I wanna cry
i Miss you, but i can do nothing here...

Never I felt like this before, I miss you like a death


It just too hard replacing someone like you


me 4 handy

Oooh...I love this movie, being my favorite one.

Sure, a must see film of this year

very funny, and one word AWESOME








Whatever happen in Vegas stays in Vegas dude !!

I promised to myself

not to fall in love with anybody
no more boys,
what happened to me for past a year, completely like a rollercoster, an insane one..
and this pain is still just too real for me,

i still into him, but i cannot be with him, because he's not anymore, but even if he's now beside me, i just cannot accept him, but i still into him, but he'd treated me bad, but i still into him, and anything doesn't make any sense to let him right beside me. but i still got through any sleepless night because of him.
WHAT A CRAP!!!

Thats gonna be endless questions which will never be answered, cut up

i'd like to focus myself on my own future, my 'a must graduation' ,my bestfriends and friends, getting a good job, raise the money, look out my parents, get away to my dream places, and take as much experiences as i could...

WHat a Beautiful!!

note, i don't wanna put one or even some of that things above, together with someone, never again.

Im tired of completely lost myself again.

Im So enjoying this quiz

National geographic World wise Quiz (click it)

.........(speechless)








































The Beauty of Man


Sean O' Pry

Top male Model Rank #2
Forbes' most succesfull male model
Country Origin: US
Date of Birth: July 5th 1989
He's just gonna turn 20th tomorrow :)

I'm

trying

to make peace

with myself,

let it go,

let it go

No more boys,


Me for Handy

There's no phrase that could ever explain how glad I am, lately. After two and a half years, My BFF come home from LA. Yeah finally !!! She's home.
We're just like sisters, and i know that no one ever could change the way we can count each others. I always can count on her, no matter how, and also her. And i think, even we've been living in separated life for over two years, but still there's no separate spaces raise between us. We're just as close as it used to be, also as match as it used to be. one word: Click.

we had twice sleepovers, yesterday, and i guess a week ago. at Her family's new place, Waterplace, C bulding level 29

What A cozy place







so hommy, hahaha, *ampun ko steve... still yours kok
yeah i do cooking also :P



uuu.. I love Sleepover








You Know you will always can count on me :)

Summer Still going on right?!
Cheers Bag from Tommy Hilfiger
i think it gonna suit for sunbathing time, or gym :)
wondering wearing this, and then acrossing the country club,the golf field :p
aahh So cute to be...





for this summer, i just wondering the new hair look, what about going brown again?
just like Kim Kardhasian

It’s almost a year since the first time we met , I know time going so fast and roughly. But still I can’t figure out the answer of ‘that Why ?’

me for handy
miss you right here, right now

Carine Roitfeld
Editor-in-chief Vogue Paris
always seen in a messy dirty hair, and her kohl rimmed eyes, i like it LOL
~ source: Style Magazine Sg, Nymag.com,17 Blocks from Barney



with anna wintour

It was a week ago, Lite n Sassy open a new and the first store at Surabaya Town Square

The pic, was taken from Lite n Sassy official Facebook

I took the flavor Taro, with peach topping, a friend of mine, Ivani, She took Powetjes (taste like pancake) with Frozen yoghurt, with taro flavor also, and the result for the two of them is Bad,NOT really good, floating....just the packaging was quite good, and the store also can la, even not as pretty as SourSally's
and FYI Jcool, taste better than it...



Today I tried FroYoQ by Quickly
as they goes on with lower price, I can say the taste is better than Lite n Sassy, I tried The Blueberry flavor, they put some jelly on it, and blueberry syrup on top. The result is, Quite good, the taste is okay, but the texture is gonna be perfect if it goes softer. But one thing that i don't like bout Quickly's is it leaves you very uncomfortable taste in your tongue, feels like very unnatural..


there still any new frozen yoghurt store in Surabaya, gonna check on them soon, and get the review bout that..

anyway,until now, for me, Sour Sally still hold the best taste of all




uhmmm the poor sally, does it makes you better?

tit titt tiiit BoOom



3 bombs exploded in a day at Jakarta
one at JW Marriott, one at Ritz Carlton, another one suspect related with the two before at toll gate Muara Angke,

from the source, Metro Tv and Tv One

it was like the ordinary day, this friday morning 7.55 am, it was breakfast at JW Marriot, at Syailendra Restaurants. Im not supporting the Terorist, but it was really good spot,briliant timing, when the breakfast collecting all the guests in the hotel, and then BOOoM...in sequence At Ritz Carlton also...

i think this bombing is more dangerous than natural disaster. You can see some symptoms in some natural disaster, but this terrorist disaster, there's no symptoms, everything goes on as usual, the usual friday morning. No one ever gonna predict about that, except the terorist itself., who planned it.
Proven that human can do extremely wicked than any other powers in the world.


It was read on my facebook, somebody shouted some status bout how creepy Indonesia, how bad this country. For me, it just such a shady opinion. Even in United States, the most glorious country in the world, everybody adore how their CIA, FBI, SWAT do, But they also had the same experience, y'all not even forgot how the 9/11 had happened right?? and that was a terorist's also, and even cause more victims, and destroyed the whole WTC building. In indonesia, Marriot was bombed and cause destructions in two floors, a lobbybut not the whole building like WTC tragedy. So, if you're the one who's just yelling this is a crap country, its okay, i agree this country is not really a good country. But i just wanna change your affect, just ask yourself, is this country that bad? this is the new emerging market in the world ( Source: IMF), you know about it, eh? is everything will change to be better, if you just saying the bad thing bout your country,without effort to make it better ? and vice versa, if you cannot make it better, don't say the bad ones...

Let God Do the Rest, Save Indonesia and save the World

Feels like i have nothing and no one,
so poor inside outside..
I see lot of people come and go through this time,
but still, no one could ever replacing the way you were here
and feels like i wont let anyone replace you
you can see in my eyes, there's no flame, just such a shame.
missing you :(


Sebab dimana hatimu berada, disitulah hartamu berada
- Paulo Coelho, The Alchemist

Again,The Big Family Gathering
it was start from 2 - 4th July 2009
Pondok Remaja Salib Putih, Salatiga

To Honour our Ancestor Kwik KimTjoen, my Great Grand Father,Fyi: there's a unique things from these, my grand mother was the 5th childs of Kwik KimTjoen's Great grand father's, and my mother is th 13th child of my grandmother's, and me, was the 2nd child of my mother.
And So, I have the Code from the family 05.13.02 A . The 'A' means 'anak' son or daughter, so anyone who'll be my future husband also will get the Code as 05.13.02 M. 'M' means 'menantu' the in laws. So as you can see, im in the 3rd generation of this family.

We have been doing this reunion since 9 years, once in every two years.

The whole family



No Matter What, Family always comes First


My GrandMother Family



Just Happy and Fun
and there are more additional members in the 5th generations..

this years is full of babies...
babies, babies and babies

Thank you for much help from my fella, Lia, she's the master of the blogs stuff
i've been crumbling on my messy blog, and finally today i found a new look,
by myself, because many times, me, have been disturbing my baby, Lia,
i was too picky bout the layout,
i feel sorry baby :(

So, in the end, we should do by our self to show what we really are, because only me who know me better than anyone...
i still remember the past layouts of the blog that i've been using to, as time goes by,
yes it change, as i grew old,many things has grown up also, more mature inside, outside, and in the mindset. Finally i'm stepping to the new phase of mine life,

I love this new look, the brooklyn bridge, the layout,
really representing of all the souls in mine life :)

i don't love you no more ( maybe)
just still thinking bout your mom, the Queen bee
im just feel curious bout her, how's she's gonna be ?
she's been in my prays for all this time, just as i pray for my mommy
(im sure that u'll gonna facing this surprisingly)
even seems like i didn't care, but deep down, there' always be
i care bout her, about her, i feel so hommy
i just dont want to show it clearly.

i don't love you no more ( maybe)
just the situation that you're facing to
makes me harder to forget you,
blurring how i feel for you exactly,
i guess your mommy taking a part of it precisely


i don't love you no more ( maybe)
but if you wanna cry, my shoulder will be here, always be...


Me For Handy Suj

Got This From Lia

Rules:

1. Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with (your name)'s wedding plan!
2. At the end, choose d people u want to be tagged.
3. You have to tag the person who tagged you.
4. If I tagged you, it's because I want to know about u!

1. how old are you?
23 already

2. are you single?
yeah, and im happy

3. at what age do you think you'll get married?
maybe 28, but if i feel that he's the one, come right now, bended on his knees, im so ready right now, hahaha

4. do you think you'll marrying the person you are with now?
you asked me, im single anyway

5. if not, who do you want to marry?
you know who, hahaha,

6. who will be your bridesmaid & bestman?
i want 12 bridesmaids, my closest girlfriend of course and 1 maid of honor, icha, yeah we had a promised
the bestman, maybe i want to borrow 12 models, the hot ones, for my girlfriends, and icha, uhm she got her own, hahahah

7. do you want a garden/beach or traditional wedding?
a ballroom
beach, garden makes me sweating la, wash away the make up

8. where do you plan to go on honeymoon?
world trip (wkwkwk, i guess my future husband like Luke Brandon)

9. how many guests do you think you'll invite?
500 maybe or thousands, depend on the budget la

10. will that include your exes?
off course, special invitations, special seat for them, im gonna seat them in the same table with my future husband's exes..hahahhaa fun eh?!

11. how many layers of cake do you want?
just 3 layers, but the real cake, not the fake

12. when do you want to get married, morning or evening?
yeah, the ceremonial wedding is in the morning, at church, and then evening is the ballroom party

13. name the song/tune you'd like to play at your wedding.
many romantic songs, " the gift" " I do", Uhm " my destiny", and many from jim brickman's, michael buble's.. butttt heyy, thats will not be my wedding, thats me and my future husband wedding's, soo anything depends laa... im not going to be a perfectionist one, married is for alifetime, not just that time...

14. do you prefer fine dining or just normal spoon&fork?knife?
depends on my future husband, anything can , sumpit also can la

15. champagne or red wine?
champagne~ same with lia

16. honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?
off course days after, or maybe depend on the party i guess, kinda funny to set a plan like, we 're going to honeymoon just right after the party, for a whole world honeymoon trip, just like gone away for maybe 3 months... So who's gonna pay the billsss ??(many bill) hahaha, mother inlaws?? hahah, that will be great plan...

17. money or household items?
money honey

18. how many kids would you like to have?
4, haha i want to have 2 girls and 2 boys..

19. will you record your honeymoon in DVD/CD?
off course la, exclude 'that' moment..
who do you think we were? such an porn star couple, eh??nuts

20. whose wedding plan would you like to know next?
still got a trouble with the link, li...ehehe gonna edit soon.

I can't stand to fly, I'm not that naive.....
get my feet back on the ground

this is bad or this is so bad


when i think of you, the world gets better
and when im not thinking about you, its stop..
and when i think bout you again, it back, the worlds get better...
OMG what did you do to me...
this is bad, this is bad, this is bad


Me For Handy Suj

Quoted from Harper’s Bazaar Indonesia March 2009

Theres’ a quote from the article about Scarlett Johansson, she was the cover model of this edition. Quite surprising I usually didn’t read the whole up detail article on the Magazine, even that was in Indonesian Language,I just enjoy the Photos, and honestly hard for me to undesrstand for such a magz like Harper’s Bazaar Singapore, I did follow every month Bazaar Singapore, I’ve just enjoyed the brilliant photos actually, hahaha

But this time, I don’t know in my sleepless night, I was reading again my old Harper’s Bazaar March, got it from the last Fashion Festival, The only Harper’s Indonesian I have, haha all I got is Singapore’s version ( because it’s cheaper, S$ 5, hehehe, yeah we should fabulously smart money spender, right?!)

So continued, i was shock, when I was read the article bout the Scarlet Johansson, I was read it randomly actually, then I found out a paragraph, here’s:
Ingin tahu apakah wanita secantik dan sepopuler dia (Scarlett Johansson) juga pernah dikecewakan pria? She said : ” oh ya, saya punya beberapa kali pengalaman seperti itu. Ada pria yang ternyata tidak benar-benar serius pada saya, atau tidak bisa secara emosional terlibat hubungan dengan saya. Jujur saya merasa sedih dan kecewa ketika itu terjadi. Sulit untuk menerima kenyataan bahwa ketika kita mencintai seseorang, tapi ternyata orang tersebut belum siap untuk memasuki hubungan.

We had something in common, the last phrase, was the same problem like mine, finally clear my head up, after few months fogging. Hmm it does make me stronger, when i read that, I feel like.. ohh The beautiful, famous, rich, Scarlett also had that problem too, and She’s hard to accept that fact too. So, after few months I’ve been blaming myself how stupid I am, How lame I was, very slow accepting all the unfair situation. Read that phrase again and again, made me forgive myself about facing the problem, that’s very common problem that faced to every woman in this world, by forgiving myself, I feel that easier for me to get out of this phase, it’s feel now I'm running faster to leave that out behind..

Me for Handy Suj

June 16th 2009,
Me ,turned 23rd

All I want to say is just a simply Thank You for everything,guys
I realized that we've been grown up each other :)

Thank you for over a hundred wishes, i was so gratitude

Cutest thing in the City
at Takashimaya ground level

Fiat - Barbie
can you count how much barbie in that Fiat?
can win the fiat, and the stuffs inside!!
Awww...
so cute inside and outside
:)

FEDORA FEDORA
This Seasons, found many nice Fedoras at Warehouse, Forever21, even Gucci did...

Summer is Coming Up Babies...
I Always Love Summer

Missing Bali's getaway :(

i saw a young little beggar when i was on the way to my campus
that girl was staring at her old dirty dress...

i know maybe there's nothing special from that,
we lived in indonesia, that kinda look is very usual for us
But i just didn't know either, at that time,
sumthing crash on mind

the implication

we're the older people, well economically, used to bothering what should i wear for this weekend
or too craving bout one of the branded expensive handbags, heels we're just craving and craving, add another and another lines to our wistlists
but look at the others live, there's a little girl with that old dirty dress, but she still kinda upset and worry because of
there's sumthing put up on her dress, sum up with all the dirtiness

me, actually feel ashamed, a superficial sense, flighty...

yeah
girls, we know could do better than this, right?
im not trying to be shaddy, i do also stil craving about luxury thing, which sumtimes we dont know what make them sooo expensive, we just know the brand, brand, brand, brand, actually we can be better than this, just start with a litle bit better action
for example... i did check up on www.louisvuitton.com, look onthe menu how they make the LV bag and how they suggest people to take care of it...
it was a little experience of understanding, why this things soo expensive, and everyone unconsiously craving for this bag, every minute in the world... without knowing what make this so special.. the making is so special,the material is so special,
im asking you..
so why buy the pirates?? even in over a million rupiah,
if that just selling the brand, not the specific specialities it self...
just like u buy a bottle of evian, without the water inside...
So hope my write will give another point of view bout what we should have


Today's seeds of life

its less important we bother what we should have in this life,
but the most important is, we should bother what we could do, to make what we have become important for life"
-dian prad

The title will be published on June 16th 2009,
wow what a coincidence, thats My birthday
anyone want to gave me as present?? hahaha
FYI, this book can be preordered now on amazon.com
or u'd rather click here
Give Dian a present, haha

It wasn't you

i was sure that i want you,
everyday, i think about that, is that really what i want..
now i realize,
i still sure that i want you but
i just want the best of you,
the one who chases me overly,
the one who happily goes to church at least once a week, even he almost forget all the prayer
the one who always accompanies his mom for dinner everyday,
the one who beats the future aggresively,
the one who wants to spend the whole sunday at bookstore with me,

but now what i see wasn't the best of you,
i dont know whether, u've changed or i don't know your real card
whatever that is,
this isn't the best of you, and i just want the best of you.
I'd rather keep my love than loving someone whom i totally don't know anymore.


Me For Handy Suj

H1N1 ~ Flu Babi

More Countries Confirm Cases of A/H1N1 Influenza Infection



WASHINGTON, DC -- April 28, 2009 -- Confirmed cases of A/H1N1 influenza infection have now been confirmed in Israel and New Zealand, bringing the total number of affected countries to 7. Mexico remains the only country with confirmed deaths related to this new strain of influenza, which is also commonly called swine influenza.

Israel has confirmed 1 case, and New Zealand has confirmed 3 cases. The other countries affected include Canada (13 cases), Mexico (26), Scotland (2), Spain (2), and the United States (64). In Mexico, 7 deaths related to A/H1N1 have been confirmed, though more are suspected.

Most cases outside of Mexico appear to be benign, many resolving without treatment; nonetheless, health officials around the world have been warning the situation could change very quickly.


The tally of confirmed cases in the United States jumped to 64 today, largely due to more cases confirmed in New York. All cases remain in the 5 states originally affected: California (10 cases), Kansas (2), New York (45), Ohio (1), and Texas (6). An additional 4 cases have been reported -- all pending CDC confirmation -- bringing the US total to 68.

Monday, the Director-General of the World Health Organization (WHO) raised the influenza pandemic alert from phase 3 to phase 4, indicating the likelihood of a pandemic is increased, though not inevitable. WHO based their decision on the available data on confirmed outbreaks of A/H1N1 influenza in the United States, Mexico, and Canada. The Committee also considered reports of possible spread to additional countries.

Around the world, health agencies are acting very aggressively to mitigate the outbreak. "Containment is not feasible," said Dr. Besser, explaining that the A/H1N1 influenza outbreaks are "diffuse and widespread."
That said, WHO has not issued any travel restrictions or border closures; however, the agency recommends people who are ill to delay international travel and for people developing symptoms following international travel to seek medical attention.


No vaccine for this strain of influenza is available, and development of the vaccine for seasonal influenza is ongoing. When asked if the A/H1N1 strain could be added to the seasonal vaccine under development.

SOURCES: Center for Disease Control and Prevention, Health Canada, European Centre for Disease Prevention and Control